I am alone

Jason · 31-12-2010, 08:08 AM

I have been here a very very long time searching through the eons for my brethren, watching and hoping that I will find them, in this life i am know as Jason, I have been posting and reposting my plea in forum after forum for years with no luck, being called crazy and insane, being hounded and tormented, I will spend this life time searching, if i do not find them, when this body dies i will move to another, be reborn and regain my memories in Adolescence and continue my search as i have done for eons, they are out there. I can feel them, I just do not know where they are. I come from the milky way galaxy near Orions belt near a star that your scientist have yet to discover, but will very soon I am afraid. I want to go home, but i can not until we are all together, I gained my memories in this body early about 6 which was confusing but I remembered everything and over time remember where i needed to be, my parents had me locked up at 10 because I kept drawing pictures of a rock with a body shape in it, recent research has led me to Puerta de Hayu Marka "Doorway of the Amaru Meru" or gate of the gods, I have dreamed of this place since I was a child and recently took a trip there.
but the monks would not let me get close, i know we all must be together to go home and that is where we must go. Over the years I have secluded myself and became a loner, My emotions are very "Vulcan" like, I do not think like everyone else, i can tell you so much more if you want. you can e mail me at jjinlarnedkansas@yahoo.com if you can help me and not persecute me that would be greatly appreciated.

Stardust · 08-01-2011, 07:45 PM

Hi Jason, u sound somehow very sad.... or its sad that despite long searching you recall only bad memories from contact... that must be either your bad lack... or wrong forums posting

... some pple say - you get what you 'expect' to get , so .. maybe more belief you will find here if not 100% 'believers' then at leats 100% understanding and respect for your feelings ... cheers and wish you luck ! and you can share whatever you want on this forum (as much as u want and as long it will not harm others - moderator / admin is a real.... guardiand ;] )

klaatu · 09-01-2011, 10:13 AM

Hello Jason and welcome to VA.

If I have read your message 10 years ago I would think you are crazy. Now I have changed allot and I welcome you here.

It would be interesting to hear more. I just read your message and I see you have posted more so I am curious to read it.

PS No need to post twice the same message.

ArmageddonsAngel · 22-01-2011, 01:38 AM

Hey Jason,
You sound terribly depressed.
you have to look for the good my friend.
Live in the moment, while having faith in the future.
In time, you will discover peace. It's only a matter of when.

31-12-2010, 08:08 AM	#1
Jason Junior Member Alien Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 2 Time Online: 55 m Thanks: 0 Thanked 1 Time in 1 Post	I am alone I have been here a very very long time searching through the eons for my brethren, watching and hoping that I will find them, in this life i am know as Jason, I have been posting and reposting my plea in forum after forum for years with no luck, being called crazy and insane, being hounded and tormented, I will spend this life time searching, if i do not find them, when this body dies i will move to another, be reborn and regain my memories in Adolescence and continue my search as i have done for eons, they are out there. I can feel them, I just do not know where they are. I come from the milky way galaxy near Orions belt near a star that your scientist have yet to discover, but will very soon I am afraid. I want to go home, but i can not until we are all together, I gained my memories in this body early about 6 which was confusing but I remembered everything and over time remember where i needed to be, my parents had me locked up at 10 because I kept drawing pictures of a rock with a body shape in it, recent research has led me to Puerta de Hayu Marka "Doorway of the Amaru Meru" or gate of the gods, I have dreamed of this place since I was a child and recently took a trip there. but the monks would not let me get close, i know we all must be together to go home and that is where we must go. Over the years I have secluded myself and became a loner, My emotions are very "Vulcan" like, I do not think like everyone else, i can tell you so much more if you want. you can e mail me at jjinlarnedkansas@yahoo.com if you can help me and not persecute me that would be greatly appreciated. Last edited by Jason; 31-12-2010 at 08:38 AM.

08-01-2011, 07:45 PM	#2
Stardust Member Skeptic Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: best middle part of the Europe where people speaks my native language :) Posts: 78 Time Online: 2 h 34 m Thanks: 3 Thx 8 Times in 8 Posts	Hi Jason, u sound somehow very sad.... or its sad that despite long searching you recall only bad memories from contact... that must be either your bad lack... or wrong forums posting ... some pple say - you get what you 'expect' to get , so .. maybe more belief you will find here if not 100% 'believers' then at leats 100% understanding and respect for your feelings ... cheers and wish you luck ! and you can share whatever you want on this forum (as much as u want and as long it will not harm others - moderator / admin is a real.... guardiand ;] ) __________________ "Imagine there is no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too..."

09-01-2011, 10:13 AM	#3
klaatu Vox Moderator Human Join Date: Feb 2009 Posts: 199 Time Online: 3 h 22 m Thanks: 8 Thx 18 Times in 18 Posts	Hello Jason and welcome to VA. If I have read your message 10 years ago I would think you are crazy. Now I have changed allot and I welcome you here. It would be interesting to hear more. I just read your message and I see you have posted more so I am curious to read it. PS No need to post twice the same message. __________________ "Unless we have come to know what is correct, we cannot perceive what is incorrect." Words processed in a facility that contains nuts. Last edited by klaatu; 09-01-2011 at 10:33 AM.

22-01-2011, 01:38 AM	#4
ArmageddonsAngel Junior Member Angel Join Date: Jan 2011 Posts: 11 Time Online: 1 h 51 m Thanks: 0 Thx 0 Times in 0 Posts	Hey Jason, You sound terribly depressed. you have to look for the good my friend. Live in the moment, while having faith in the future. In time, you will discover peace. It's only a matter of when. __________________ The Angels of Armageddon and 2012 by George Forbes